http://pokey.blogsome.com My thoughts and world Sat, 17 Feb 2007 18:47:18 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I’m here and I thougth I wanted to write, but as I sit here, nothing is coming to mind.  Well o.k. many things are coming to mind, I just don’t know if I want to blog them.  My life is a revolving door of change.  Sometimes that door gets spinning ... http://pokey.blogsome.com/2007/02/17/12/ Being a mom is a huge roller coaster.  One moment you are in awe of your baby and the next you wish someone would come and save you from this demon child.  I was already so very attached to Gavin that I didn’t think finalizing his adoption and then being ... http://pokey.blogsome.com/2006/10/30/roller-coaster/ The world has to stop because MY BABY’S SICK and he needs me.  And I feel horrible for him and am stressed as any mother of a sick child can tell you, but I am also so full of love and happiness…because my baby needs me and wants me.  No ... http://pokey.blogsome.com/2006/10/15/my-babys-sick/ Weird title I know, but if you’ve ever seen the commercial, it’s a giggle.  And that’s how I feel like a giggle.  It’s been a good day so far.  Partly because I’ve been scrubbing my house and parts of it, whole parts, are so clean you could lick them.  Go ... http://pokey.blogsome.com/2006/10/09/yeah-beer/ Heavenly Father may know a thing or two and maybe that all powerfull thing is what it’s cracked up to be.  To say the least I’ve had a very stressfull past few months, even year.  And I’m making many changes, good ones, that are suppose to pay off and make ... http://pokey.blogsome.com/2006/10/06/god-is-good/ Why are some days so very difficult?  And why do those days always land on the same day that you have a ton to do?  Is it karma, is it coincidence or is it the devil’s holiday in your life?  I’ve done the horrible thing of getting frustrated with my ... http://pokey.blogsome.com/2006/09/07/stressfull-days/ It happened during the night as I went through my monologue in my head as I lay in my bed waiting for sleep to take me.  I had just read something that has always caused me to question and wonder at who God is.  And then I feel the frustration ... http://pokey.blogsome.com/2006/08/08/a-moment/ Being a mommy is a very up and down roller coaster.  One day you are on top of the world, getting everything done and then some.  And the very next day you are struggling not to yell at your baby, and only wanting to brush your teeth, if only you ... http://pokey.blogsome.com/2006/07/12/tired-ramblings/ So I’m just unsure right at the moment.  I’m exhausted and should be fast asleep but the days horrors are still too fresh in my mind.  I was watching my  niece and nephew today and it was most challenging.  It’s the first time I’ve had to protect Gavin from other ... http://pokey.blogsome.com/2006/06/23/unsure/ For the ever loving Pete, will I ever get sleep again?!  I’ve never been so exhausted.  That’s it that’s all I have to say, too tired to say more. http://pokey.blogsome.com/2006/06/02/sleep/